Oh Lordy. . .is this where I write about this? I have decided to start this web site as a kind of venting place and a place that just might keep me accountable for my daily and destructive actions.  By putting it "out there" this may help in the whole recovery "thing." At this point I'll try anything.

  I might decide to write the whole story of where I believe the disorder came from, but for now I hope to keep a journal of sorts.  By keeping up with me that way, you may gain insight into the origins of my eating disorder. 

  I am incredibly new to this whole technology thing, so please stay tuned for all the new comings. I'll stay as honest as I can and hopefully this can help someone who is in a similar situation and mental place. 

Thanks for your patience and intrigue!

Emily